Never felt so disgusted with a particular person ever before.
straining the limits of my temper.
really trying hard not to blast the the person.
exhausted doing this lab.
lab5 has been released.
*gulp*
i know i am being unfair.
that maybe i didnt make the most optimal decision
at that time and circumstance.
but i made my decision.
and im trying my best to keep up with my decision.
trying really hard.
but at times like this,
i really feel angry at myself.
for not handling things better,
for not being able to handle myself better.
for feeling this way everytime
i get reminded.
for feeling scared.
for feeling this overwhelming sense of deja vu.
that seems familiar yet foreign.
and not being able to stop myself from crying.
i tink its the stress from sch.
everything has been getting to me.
